There's too much clinging to peak/ There's too much pressure

Earlier this week HEALTH played a spur of the moment show at Pehrspace. They were filming a movie and the whole place was supposed to look like Hell. It did. The audience had to wear these masks that were really freaky. As always, they put on a great show. I sat outside and drank and occasionally had a look-see. This is what I filmed.



This is what I ended up doing outside [my Olde English in the back]


Yesterday was the "free show" [admission was my Metro day pass]with Ladytron. It was so good. They looked so goth, yet threw some occasional smiles. Too many gay kids at the show though :-/ I "surprised freaked" these two ladies that wee trying to get by and they responded by dancing back.

New TOD at Vermont/Wilshire


Jesse looking great as always in line for LT


I was making a dead jesus pose, but Jesse was too close


Spooky


SO GUD TO MY EARS


Then afterwards it was time to go barhopping. First went to the Gold Room and everyone got $5 corona+shot. Except for me. I banned myself from tequila shots. Long story. We danced to Madonna, Depeche Mode and ABBA[?]

A true Mexican


Afterwards time to hit Little Joy. It was really packed and I chainsmoked outside. Oops.

Will, Chris, Brit


Jesse's like "Do you see this kid? He's so drunk"


Had a good time. Tonight was my rest night. What a crazy 2[3?] weeks.

I just can't get enough

This past week has been an interesting one. Fun times all around. I've been hungover at work everyday. OOOPPPS. Here are some photos.

shes got something under that


amazing


smoke da heerrrbbbb


cousins for life


we are all way too close for comfort


eddie hitting the blunt


Smoking capris


A face only a pervert would love


It's getting cold now and I totally don't have fall/winter clothing. I have like thin ass shirts and no jackets to match. Recycle last years clothing? Most likely, It's not like I care, but it's fun to shop.

but now im like whatever.

i feel like no one is being real with me.

and lately, ive been feeling really dinnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn

i just h

ok so like. tonight was crazy.

im a lame.

i feel really good right now.

radiohead is like a banket over me.

but not right now, they were but not anymore cuz this song is intense.

I spoke too soon

"I think I feel your penis!"-Kim, of Matt & Kim

Last night was pretty intense. Barhopping with the ladies and Matt.

I'm a horrible kisser.

"I'm only sexy on my own timmmeee"

Last night was crazy. Not crazy in a bad way, just crazy in like a totally, super fun time...way. It's those nights that make you feel really good. Abe Vigoda played at this place enar the Walt Disney Conert Hall and it was really intense. I showed up late and a little high, but when I got there, I was so overwelmed. The sound and the stage were so good. Hung out with the art and like...talked with all the peeps. I didnt really care much for the graffiti type thing or whatever, it was cool and all but I preferred looking at the CRAZY walls. We left and hung out at pehrspace...did our thing then went over to Will's and just hung out, some fun times. Then left and got home kinda late. Went into work today all hung over and annoyed and I wanted to stab any customer. People fucking suck at shopping. I rule at it. Anywayz, here are some fun pictures.

so gooood


sexy ass legs


crazy ass wall I was talking about


Britney looks fucking tough as hell. Hot.


And so it began....


I cheated on mary and jack


need some more sexiness


Mike is SO euro


pisa wetbacks


shes the new face of Versace


Oh, hello there


gay porn


I was raped apparently.


I felt like a pink lady doing this pose


wtf. why is my leg in this position. rim job?


baby bird is hungry


O HI 2 U


Mike is such a social butterfly


Will looks like he just had sex


Um Davey Havok? I don't even know this guy. WTF.


My favorite David Bowie records


Walking to the bench


[Selma] Blair Witch Project


I really liked the way the plants looked. They look like martian plants.


Jessie doin what she does best


Sup Lancelot


Right where I belong


So that was a quick glance at what happened. Oh don't worry, a lot more happened that could not be shown. Some crazy ass fetish shit.

And now I'm drinking beers. Oh but not any normal Corona. I'm drinking Coronitas. Theyre so cute.

With a palm full of stars, I throw them like dice- repeatedly

Today I almost got mugged. Again. Expect this time I didn't get into a fight. The guy came up to me at the bus stop and asked me if I write[tag] anything. Then he wanted to hear what I was listening to. It was Blonde Redhead. He actually liked it, he said. Apparently, he's into lots of different music because he wants to be a rapper and yadda yadda. He started flowing to the song "Falling man". I was like "oh cool." So then I showed him "Everything in its right place" by Radiohead and he was like "I could use a blunt right now and trip out". All of a sudden he said that he was going to steal my iPod but then decided not to because I was nice and that I looked like someone who wasn't going to put up a fight. Oh thats nice. Thank you kind black man. What do you say to that. I was just like "yeah cool, cool". It was extremely awkward and stuff. So we're on the bus and we started talking about weed. I love weed.

I got my first paycheck. I havent had money in say, ohhhh like, 3 months? Yeah, that sounds about right. It feels gooood. No more working the corners for me.

So I go to Famima and decided to try the VitaminEnergy™ drink. It was actually pretty good. Way better tasting than Red Bull and Monster. Then I hopped back on the bus, went ot the back and to my surprise, a cracked out white guy. He looked pretty young and he looked like he would be into the Kotton Mouth Kings. He was shaking and started banging shit. Then he started crying and then layed down and then did all this weird shit. He finally got off. I thought he was going to sock me.

And now I'm home, eating dirty mexican food and Im going to smoke a blunt in a bit.

People never really know

I think my dad admitted his bisexuality with me. Yesterday we were talking in the car and he was talking about how he was filling out papers for the hospital and it asked is he was sexually active and he said he was. Then the next question the paper asked him was "with which sex?" and he told me both and that the nurses were giggling and such. That was SO awkward when he told me. I was like....oh....am I supposed to laugh? Agree? Congratulate? Anyways, that was really weird.

Last night was a lot of fun. Fun people, good veggie burgers. After Kate's BBQ we went to Little Joy and I think I was being asked to suck this guys dick. I'm not sure. He was this guy named Eugene and he was alone. I know he was slovak and that he wore denim on denim. We were sitting and I wanted beer, but I had no money. He was like "would you suck a straight guys dick for beer money?" and I was like ?_? He was funny though...Eugene, wherever you are, I'll find you someday. Afetr that Jessie and all of us girls were gonna fiht this one bitch, but she ended up apologizing. Then the Lavander Diamond girl was there and Taylor wanted to meet her. So we got introduced by Randy and then he left and it was just us with her. I was akwardly commenting her nice dress. She looks 21, but shes 30. Walked to the Clavin's house, drunk. Slept with two seminaked girls. It was hot. No, like, literally, it was really hot. I was sweating. Pictures will come soon...

Then this morning, Juan and I were models for Jennifer's mens eBay collection. That was fun. Then afterwards, went to this cafe place in Chinatown with Mike, Kate, Britney and this other guy who I didn't get to formally meet but he was nice. I left, walked to Union Station and took the purple line home. Then sat all day.

I really miss Kelsey. I'm really sad I saw her like once [?] this summer but I know for a fact I'll be seeing her again soon. Here she is living the college life.



So last summer when I was in Europe, I noticed that I had little hairs growing out my chest. They have slowly come out, but they're not long enough. I'm going to keep track of it's growth to see if I get a huge forest on my chest. I hope I do. This was taken on September 2nd



goodnight.

It's all over my face

I'm naked right now and its hot. I just took a a shwoer, getting ready for work. Yesterday was a fun Labor Day. I think it was the most interesting one so far since I've never done anything on this day. Although the worst part about yesterday was the fact that I had to work while everyone else got to walk around and enjoy the day. After work, I took the bus to my house and walked to the park. My cousins and friends were waiting for me with food and a blunt. We did our business. Here are some lame pictures.

awkward pose/smile


sweaty and fat. we're cousins.


swings time


Then some more fun was had at the park. We all went back to my cousins house and the girls and Mario left. It was my cousin Danny and I left. So we met up with Mute and bought some 32's and drank those. Got a little drunk. Well, maybe a normal amount, I cant remember. SO the rest of the crew comes back and we head on over to the beach to smoke soem more.

ghostriding the muthefuckin' whip


jax and I


I have work today and I'm not so happy about that because I want to see Abe Vigoda later on tonight.